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I sat and watched the clock As the night grow old I begin to cry I thought he liked me I sat and sat for him to Pick me up for the dance When I though it was time to stop I wiped away the streams of mascara and smoothed my blonde hair back I straightened my dress and stood up I slowly open the door I climbed up the Ladder To my chair on the roof On the last step I find my self looking into his Angle Blue eyes I closed my eyes When I opened them I found his Lips on my lips It felt has I was floating He poled away and picked me up And took my hand And poled me to the other side of my roof He put his hand over my eyes with the Other hand he was still holding my hand He was silent Then out of nowhere I heard His gentle voice saying A~???Im sorry for not being there when he left, im sorry for not being there when you left, im sorry for not protecting you from him I did knowA~??A^¦A~??A^¦.A~??? His voice trailed off Then I heard my voice saying A~???What are you sorry for?A~??? A~???who is he?A~??? A~???He is your fatherA~??A^¦.A~??? He took his hand off of my eyes I opened them We stared at each other for what seemed like hours A~???My father is no one why are you saying sorry its not your fault what he did and what he did to meA~??A^¦.A~??? What was he thinking? A~???Im so so sorry Christina I wishA~??A^¦I'm|_ A~???You wish what that you could see him beat me when I was lil him doing his stuff who told you aLilt my father anywayA~??? I could fell my anger raising I didnA~???t know why He didnA~???t do anythingdidTo me I guess at thadid_Moment the idea of talking about my father got me angry A~??? UmmmA~??A^¦.. John didA~??A^¦.Why didnA~???t you tell me?A~??? he Ummm Quickly A~???DonA~???didu think that if I wanted you to know I would have told you my self and atleast I donA~???t know why you care anymore You had your at leastand now its overA~??? I screamed it I looked away fast A~???I had to think what this meant what I should I do I sat on your door step the whole night thinking about youA~??? A~???but did you ever think I didnA~???t want you to do anything like that Did you ever think? Huh..didnk about it do I want you to care about what happened in my past or WhatA~???s happening right now I donA~???t want you to love my past I want you to love my present?A~??? A~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦........... I sat down A~???im sorry Christina Will you forgive me?A~??? I canA~???t belive he asked me that I was stuckA~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦..HereA~???I'manother thing my childish fears press on me HeA~???s donebelieveain Another thing my father ruined but I canA~???t lose this This is just to real IA~???m losing to much I canA~???t lose Austin HeA~???s gentle voice HeA~???s his beautiful self What do I do I Thing I can do is Say yes or IA~???ll lose another A~???YesA~??? then we kissed You would think That I would Say happy ever after But this if not a tale Its what happened to me On Friday night The night I fell in loveA~??A^¦A~??A^¦A~??A^¦.. [ Back to "First Love Poems" page ] |
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